Today I woke up and I had a kid to look after
I didn’t notice all the warning signs of starting a new chapter
The child seems lost, she’s quiet and meek
One could assume she was left out in the streets
To fend for herself and to try to find her way
She hasn’t had time for childish games or play
She grew up fast and learned how to survive
She has an expansive vocabulary but it lacks the word “thrive”
It’s very apparent that there’s some kind of guard
Around her Being and her heart, it seems incredibly hard
To get close, to share affection, love, and hope
There’s something very deep with which she never learned to cope
But this is her time, so I won’t try to interfere
I’ll stay ready and as close as she’ll let me be near
I won’t force her, I’ll let her feel her way through
This part of her life that seems terrifying and new
Where she can stop worrying about surviving in this place
She can try to relax, enjoy, and create her own space
I watch with wondering eyes at this incredible journey
I’ll keep my heart open but my mouth shut, despite the yearning
To see her break-out into this vast, expansive world
Instead of feeling like she has to stay shut in and curled-
Up in a ball, all alone and in the dark
But no one can force you until you’re ready to embark
On a journey to discover, who you truly are
Will you find out right here or will you travel very far
To the ends of the world, to feel and maybe see
You can become who you’ve always really wanted to be
By making a choice, in the here and now
It’s by choosing that you take an internal kind of vow
To stay awake for what’s here, what’s right in front of you
It’s all about learning, you don’t have to subdue
These feelings, this pain, it’s all part of the plan
Even if it feels like you’re sinking fast in quicksand
So I have hope for this child, that seems so sad and so lost
Someday she’ll realize that this was all just the cost
Of everything her Highest Self ever dreamed of
And that it was all orchestrated by those who love her Up Above
Be patient little angel, you will find your way
I’m absolutely sure of it, some how, some day