You are needed where your heart feels the most broken
Where your lips quiver at even the thought of all the words left unspoken
Where your pain wraps you up and swallows you whole
Where you planned, you plotted, and clearly outlined your goal:
To get out, to escape, to run far and never return
This is the land where your bones rattle and your soul’s fire burns
You are needed where your heart feels the most broken
‘Cause life’s like a game at the circus, and your pain is your token
It will disappoint you most of the time, and you’ll feel you’re coming up short
But I’d be remiss if I didn’t ask you, please don’t abort
Your efforts in this game of life that you’ll play
Where you’ll learn some real and tough lessons along the way
The ones that you chose, before whence you came
You even hand-picked all of the people you could blame
But blame is a humanity thing, if you didn’t already know
You love them and you asked them to come here to show
You how to get the things that you want for your Highest Self
It may not look like fame, a sea of friends, or even excessive wealth
But it will be what you need to help you evolve along the way
Trust your instincts when you want to leave but they tell you to stay
Despite the fire in your soul and the pain that rattles your bones
Because it’s the trauma that will surface and you’ll come due on your loans
Find your space, find your people, it’s all going to be okay
Don’t forget, it was all pre-planned any-fucking-way