Meh

I don’t know what to say lately when I write

It’s not even like there’s some kind of fight

Going on inside like there usually is

But I’ve been tangled and mangled and caught up in biz

I can feel all the tightness as I go about my days

And I can’t even believe all of the different ways

I try to detach from what’s inside, the way that I feel

Even though I’m on this path to help myself heal

Isn’t that funny, the way that it works?

The path has twists and turns and quirks

It’s a journey of the spiritual and humanity kind

Some days even with your spirit lens you’re blind

So you whirl and swirl, you spin and you turn

For weeks and months you lay around and yearn

For the day when all of a sudden the fog starts to lift

And your awareness and your perspective start to shift

It’ll be clear to you why it’s happened this way

And why all of these dues you simply had to pay

There are no mistakes and you know the drill

Yet you seem so tortured so many days still

But that’s ok, you’re still doing great

And it’s hard to interrupt your inevitable fate

So keep your head up, try not to sink low

And trust if you’re meant to be there you’ll go

It’s a bitch I tell you, this humanity thing

But think of all of the gifts that you’ll bring

To your family who has been your main focus

And you’ve experienced a lot of crazy “hocus pocus”

But you’ve learned not to judge and that’s really key

For becoming who you’ve always really wanted to be

Someone who can hold space for those when they struggle

And when they feel they’ve been given the world to juggle

So keep trudging on and trust your path

And when it gets hard remember, “this too shall pass”

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