I don’t know what to say lately when I write
It’s not even like there’s some kind of fight
Going on inside like there usually is
But I’ve been tangled and mangled and caught up in biz
I can feel all the tightness as I go about my days
And I can’t even believe all of the different ways
I try to detach from what’s inside, the way that I feel
Even though I’m on this path to help myself heal
Isn’t that funny, the way that it works?
The path has twists and turns and quirks
It’s a journey of the spiritual and humanity kind
Some days even with your spirit lens you’re blind
So you whirl and swirl, you spin and you turn
For weeks and months you lay around and yearn
For the day when all of a sudden the fog starts to lift
And your awareness and your perspective start to shift
It’ll be clear to you why it’s happened this way
And why all of these dues you simply had to pay
There are no mistakes and you know the drill
Yet you seem so tortured so many days still
But that’s ok, you’re still doing great
And it’s hard to interrupt your inevitable fate
So keep your head up, try not to sink low
And trust if you’re meant to be there you’ll go
It’s a bitch I tell you, this humanity thing
But think of all of the gifts that you’ll bring
To your family who has been your main focus
And you’ve experienced a lot of crazy “hocus pocus”
But you’ve learned not to judge and that’s really key
For becoming who you’ve always really wanted to be
Someone who can hold space for those when they struggle
And when they feel they’ve been given the world to juggle
So keep trudging on and trust your path
And when it gets hard remember, “this too shall pass”