You think I don’t know? You’re wrong.
I can sense you’ve taken advantage of my song.
It’s a gift. Not meant to create rifts.
Thank you for monitoring while my soul floats adrift, in this game of life.
It’s a sea.
Choose to believe, each other.
Do the right thing, use your True intentions;
Be specific when deciding what kinds of things you’d like to mention.
Do you align, and do all of your parts seem to be in order?
Have you taken a look around in your personal, individual quarters-
Before you started dipping all of your hands in others’ arenas?
When you create, in your mind, do you also see hyenas?
Please reconsider, please take a look at your own dial,
Consider how you’ll act when and if presented in a court of trial.
Listen closely to me, my dear, you are a child of God
And no one on this earth should be able to convince you that you are not
And if they actually try to, please just turn your head
They may not be able to tell but their insides may be a bit dead
Not in the literal sense, it’s more about a lack of deep feeling
Where they can’t tell it’s God’s joy and love that they’re actually stealing
Because their light may be dim, and they can’t see all of the effects
Of their meddling behaviors and the things that get caught up in their nets
But those things they’ll have to deal with, it definitely is not your job
To tell folks when they’re on base or even when they truly are not
Remember that GOD gives out gifts, He is the ultimate decider
He decides when to make you turn from a lover into a “fighter”-
for all of the greater good, you don’t need to be understood
Let others do the work of cleaning underneath their own hoods
The rain came today
it asked if it could stay
Most would send it away
but I was curious what it would say
“I came to wash away
and to let the children play”
And much to my dismay
the rain would have its way
It’s God’s divine creation
from the master command station
Don’t fall for an abbreviation
He will notice your hesitation
Don’t play with divination
it’s not in the presentation
You’ll survive your indignation
pay attention to representation
Thank you for saying what’s real
it makes it harder for others to steal
The passion in your zeal
it can make you seem surreal
But that’s not all of the appeal
you keep two eyes on your rear
You shouldn’t have to watch for deer,
though with time you’ve learned to steer
Thank you for being you
but work on the need to subdue
There’s a lightness in your hue
and some old stuff to un-do
But if I really know you
I know that you’ll get through
There’s a strength in your truth
It started there in your youth
I’m here on my knees, I’ve taken my last step
Will this be it…will I win that big bet
The one that I decided to place on my-self
To be responsible for my own well-being and health
To live in the light, and to walk in my truth
Have I lost what little I have left of my youth
It isn’t easy, or fun, and it won’t be a breeze
It won’t get easier, no matter how much you beg or you plead
Because when it got sewed it in, it was sewed very tight
You asked that it not be undone, even when you think, “but i’m right” !
This is the work, girl, it’s part of the deal
The work began when you decided you were going.to.heal!
You’re funny, and kind, and you’ve got a lot to give
You have a lot of your life left to act.u.ally live
Because you haven’t been living, no matter what you say
We’ve watched you hem and haw, you’ve rocked and you’ve swayed
But you’re getting there (slowly) more things are making sense
You’re more open to the world’s insights and beautiful hints
But you’ve gotta stop the hammering on your sensitive soul
There are some things – well most things – where you’re not in control
You will know what’s best for you, you precious little doll
Bet you didn’t see the way up when you took that big fall
Its view is getting clearer, you can almost see the next step
Encourage yourself, every single chance that you get
Have you ever heard of a thing out there called keeping the status quo?
Making things appear to all those near that everything’s entire(ly) UNDER-control
Well I’ll tell you now, it’s a bag of dicks ‘n’ tricks, often of the worst kind
Just to stare at the turmoiled state of affairs while exclaiming! 🔥 oh, but I’m blind 😎
One may even consider sacrificing their integrity just to keep from “rocking the boat”
We may do anything it takes to keep everything nice, to keep things in-tact and afloat
We may have to ask, “please hold this wheel, or it might take a big-ass turn”
Driven by all of our fears and all the anxieties that started to swarm and churn
“Hold on tight. We might lose our balance, someone could fall over-board”
So most of the people began grabbing and clinging, a visceral, unique type of hoard
But did anyone pay any attention to the shy little girl that clearly seems to be
A quiet passenger on the boat, but that also appears lost at sea
She’s sitting on the edge, holding on tightly to the spotless and cold railing
She says to the others, weathered in covers, I’d rather have a boat that goes sailing
Because at least on that boat, it’s true to itself, and to the powers that BE
When Mother Nature takes hold, passengers get bold, and finally I experience “me”
Because she’s not just the girl that stands on the world to feel concrete under her feet
She’d rather set sail on an adventure that entails some experiences she defines neat
It may not be popular, it may not be pretty, but at least it won’t end in defeat
She’ll keep sailing along, singing her songs, focusing on her true needs
This is how it happens, Dear, just little by little
Because God knows you truly, deeply and all the places you’re still brittle
But He also knows your strengths, so don’t think that He doesn’t care
When around a certain issue He flings you up into the air
Maybe that’s the test you’re given, to see if you can fly
Or if on your way tumbling down you simply wave at passers by
This is the price we pay for being one of His beloved
Some days we rise ‘n’ shine and other days we may feel rugged
But no matter what happens, I beg you, please do not forget
To take your sense of humor along, to bring your love and wit
‘Cause these subjects are really heavy, and not only just for you
Think about all the others – you know, your family and your crew
We’re all fighting our battles inside in one way or another
And isn’t it cool that to ease our load we can (at times) lean on each other
You’re becoming aware of just how much others have pulled some of your weight
Don’t over-criticize yourself quite yet, it’s had to do with your lowly state
You’ve come to learn there are 3 different ways that the enemy can creep-in
Generational curses, harm done to you, and your own individual sin
The best news about all of this is that everything is getting clearer
You’ve unloaded a lot, you’ve done the work, you can finally look in the mirror !
You’re getting close to having the strength to help OTHERS carry THEIR loads
And on occasion you’ll be given the chance to listen and forebode
Pay attention to all of the messages that you’ve been gifted to receive
Keep your focus on your goals and continue to build strength in what you believe
Everyday Awakenings 